Please forgive me if I'm always bring unlucky things in your live.
I don't know what's running on my mind, I just felt that I'm the one who bring bad lucks in each of your wish.
I don't get why this happened. When you're wishing something all I can do is pray and cheer you up. When something bad got you, I always blame myself because I think your closiness to me just cast bad lucks to you.
You're too kind for me. When I'm in a hard time, when I'm sad, you're always here, cheering me, motivating me... You're always here for me.
But what I've done to you? I can't give anything you want. I feel like I just make your live harder... I hate myself for being like this. I hate this. Sometimes I ask to God, "God, is this my fate? When I just got a best friend, I just make her suffer. Why, why when anyone who interacted with me always being unlucky?"
Sometimes I cried, why all of these things happened to me?
I admit I felt that you're more than a best friend. You're like my sister because I really want an older sister. But what I've done to you? When you're get any bad news, I'm just being able to tell you for being patient, give you silly motivations, any words that lead you crying again. Yeah, maybe all of those words just useless to you. I think I'm evil.When you're get bad news again, I'm just left you behind.
I'm really sorry, I'm not intend to leave you, I just can't stand to see you let out such tears in front of me. In my way, I cried and I always blame myself.
Maybe you'll think those words above are right. I'm ready, really READY to get all the consequences. Even though it will be hard to me, but I'm READY. "I'm ready to stay away from you, I'm ready to not in touch with you again, I'm ready, friend." I don't want to mark as a loser because irresponsible to her doings is just a thing that loser do.
"Sorry, sorry, really sorry because I'm just an useless friend to you."
If anything above are not right for you, please stay befriend me. Keep our friendship until the end...
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You're too kind for me. When I'm in a hard time, when I'm sad, you're always here, cheering me, motivating me... You're always here for me.
But what I've done to you? I can't give anything you want. I feel like I just make your live harder... I hate myself for being like this. I hate this. Sometimes I ask to God, "God, is this my fate? When I just got a best friend, I just make her suffer. Why, why when anyone who interacted with me always being unlucky?"
Sometimes I cried, why all of these things happened to me?
I admit I felt that you're more than a best friend. You're like my sister because I really want an older sister. But what I've done to you? When you're get any bad news, I'm just being able to tell you for being patient, give you silly motivations, any words that lead you crying again. Yeah, maybe all of those words just useless to you. I think I'm evil.When you're get bad news again, I'm just left you behind.
I'm really sorry, I'm not intend to leave you, I just can't stand to see you let out such tears in front of me. In my way, I cried and I always blame myself.
Maybe you'll think those words above are right. I'm ready, really READY to get all the consequences. Even though it will be hard to me, but I'm READY. "I'm ready to stay away from you, I'm ready to not in touch with you again, I'm ready, friend." I don't want to mark as a loser because irresponsible to her doings is just a thing that loser do.
"Sorry, sorry, really sorry because I'm just an useless friend to you."
If anything above are not right for you, please stay befriend me. Keep our friendship until the end...
